May 2011
5 posts
confusion.....utter confusion
this isnt fun. i dont enjoy it. im not happy. funny how something that used to bring jow now brings such pain & confusion. not even so much pain as just ugh. i hate being confused. i hate not knowing. i told him from he beginning that i wanted to always make suure we were on the same page & it was an understanding. now do i not only think that we’re not on the same page i feel like...
Things I'd Never Say Outloud....
Lately its been a lack of attention Like your interest is shifting And usually in this situation I’d just start giving you less of me But this time that’s not my position. I wanna do the exact opposite I wanna give you more of me, all of me in hopes that just maybe that’ll turn a profit Not profit as in money or riches I can spend but that things will be back fine. The way they were again At least...
Allowance
I’m consumed with thoughts & wrapped up in feelings and wish that I could do away with both. I honestly feel like I’m trapped. Stuck, going nowhere. It’s taking a toll on me physically, mentally & emotionally. This is not who I am and def not who I want to be but there’s absolutely nothing that I can do about it. It feels like all I do is clean, watch kids & run...
AMOR:DiViNE: Since when is Death a Cheerful... →
amordivine:
When I first heard of Bin Laden’s death, I was thinking, “ok what is the big deal” I mean so, he is dead, “how will I benefit from this,” but then I started reading sarcastic jokes on my Twitter Line. I even read people rejoicing. I couldn’t help but to wonder what kind of country are we. Was the…
