Today May 31, 2012
I learned that smoking with dudes make me not like em anymore. My taste buds are changing as I’m getting older. I can’t eat pork anymore & fast food burgers make me sick to my stomach. I also don’t like root beer anymore. Exodus is the shit. Pusha T killed it. I really liked that he quoted Luda. Rift Raft & Yung Nation are straight trash garbage. Juvenile & Rick...
8 day Random Challenge
amandadannielle: handsomelyme: luvnmusiq: Challenge Accepted! heckyeahtumblrchallenges: 1. 8 facts about yourself 2. 7 likes and dislikes 3. 6 things you see in your room 4. 5 places you want to visit 5. 4 of your favorite shows 6. 3 of your favorite songs 7. 2 ways to win your heart 8. 1 thing you want to change about the world by kimmyjanee Got it #GoingIN I wanna...
Maybe you are searching among the branches, for what only appears in the roots.– Rumi (via lucifelle)
I can’t run from myself, there’s nowhere to hide– Whitney Houston, I Have Nothing
What used to be sheer disdain has transformed into complete all out hate. To have a person have that much control & impact over your emotions is sickening. It takes that whole “you make me sick” phrase literal. I get physically sick being around him. I become nauseous it feels like insects are crawling through my skin. Its the absolute worse thing I’ve EVER experienced....
Part of me wants to be good, but the other part...
He wants more. But I’ve always given & expected the bare minimum when it comes to him. Not because he’s unworthy just because thats how it was when we started out. Only thing is we never leave each other alone so maybe we should finally give it go. Problem is I get so scared to even talk about it when he brings it up that idk how to even approach trying to actually act on it. This...
When I got that liquor in me I’m down for whatever. But after the inebriation passes it all comes together & I gotta live with the choices knowing I knew better
"Rap and Hip-Hop isn't meaningful or complex!"
2Pac: And since we all came from a woman, got our name from a woman and our game from a woman, I wonder why we take from our women. Why we rape our women, do we hate our women? I think it's time to kill for our women, time to heal our women, be real to our women. And if we don't we'll have a race of babies that will hate the ladies that make the babies. And since a man can't make one, he has no right to tell a woman when and where to create one.
Jay-Z: Silly rappers, because we got a couple Porsches, MTV stopped by to film our fortresses. We forget the unfortunate. Sure I ponied up a mill, but I didn't give my time. So in reality I didn't give a dime, or a damn. I just put my monies in the hands of the same people that left my people stranded. Nothin' but a bandit, left them folks abandoned. Damn, that money that we gave was just a band-aid, can't say we better off than we was before.
Kanye West: Is it genocide? 'Cause I can still hear his momma cry, know the family traumatized. Shots left holes in his face, 'bout piranha-size. The old pastor closed the cold casket, and said the church ain’t got enough room for all the tombs. It’s a war going on outside we ain’t safe from, I feel the pain in my city wherever I go. 314 soldiers died in Iraq, 509 died in Chicago.
Mos Def: When the average minimum wage is $5.15, you best believe you gotta find a new grind to get cream. The white unemployment rate, is nearly more than triple for black so frontliners got they gun in your back. Bubblin crack, jewel theft and robbery to combat poverty and end up in the global jail economy. Stiffer stipulations attached to each sentence. Budget cutbacks but increased police presence. And even if you get out of prison still livin join the other five million under state supervision. This is business, no faces just lines and statistics from your phone, your zip code, to S-S-I digits. The system break man child and women into figures. Two columns for who is, and who ain't niggaz. Numbers is hardly real and they never have feelings but you push too hard, even numbers got limits. Why did one straw break the camel's back? Here's the secret: the million other straws underneath it - it's all mathematics
Lupe Fiasco: I really think the war on terror is a bunch of bullshit. Just a poor excuse for you to use up all your bullets. How much money does it take to really make a full clip. 9/11 building 7 did they really pull it. And a bunch of other cover ups. Your childs future was the first to go with budget cuts. If you think that hurts then, wait here comes the uppercut. The school was garbage in the first place, thats on the up and up. Keep you at the bottom but tease you with the uppercrust. You get it then they move you so you never keeping up enough. If you turn on TV all you see’s a bunch of “what the fucks”. Dude is dating so and so blabbering bout such and such. And that aint Jersey Shore, homie thats the news. And these the same people that supposed to be telling us the truth. Limbaugh is a racist, Glenn Beck is a racist. Gaza strip was getting bombed, Obama didn’t say shit. Thats why I aint vote for him, next one either. I’ma part of the problem, my problem is I’m peaceful. And I believe in the people.
Gang Starr(Guru): Sometimes you gotta dig deep, when problems come near,Don't fear things get severe for everybody everywhere. Why do bad things happen, to good people? Seems that life is just a constant war between good and evil. The situation that I'm facin, is mad amazing,To think such problems can arise from minor confrontations Now I'm contemplatin in my bedroom pacin, Dark clouds over my head, my heart's racin. Suicide? Nah, I'm not a foolish guy, Don't even feel like drinking, or even gettin high, Cause all that's gonna do really, is accelerate The anxieties that I wish I could alleviate But wait, I've been through a whole lot of other shit, before, So I oughta be able, to withstand some more But I'm sweatin though, my eyes are turnin red and yo I'm ready to lose my mind but instead I use my mind I put down the knife, and take the bullets out my nine My only crime, was that I'm too damn kind And now some skanless motherfuckers wanna take what's mine But they can't take the respect, that I've earned in my lifetime And you know they'll never stop the furious force of my rhymes So like they say, every dog has its day And like they say, God works in a mysterious way So I pray, remembering the days of my youth As I prepare to meet my moment of truth.
My sister, brother, niece, son & I took pictures today for my mom for Mothers Day but it was really felt like a personal gift. I’m too….joyous right now. Loving it. And my mothers day texts have been offff the chain. Simple things really do mean the most.
Love, music & a smile are the only things that are understood in every language. Oh & sign language of course.
If you don’t have a commitment, you shouldn’t be showing affection....– Etiquette Coach, Tough Love
I only make him cry because he’s brought me soooooooooo many tears. Still if I made him cry everyday for the rest of his life he still wouldn’t know all the pain he put me through
I decided that I’m gonna call the week I’m on my cycle every week from here on out, HELL WEEK! Because what I go through during the week on menstruation is nothing short of hell. Lol. The first couple days I’m queasy, nauseous with body aches and cramps. Not to mention not being able to eat. Then the next few days I lose all energy from my body through my vagina. Its like...