Lustful text will not have me angry at myself in the morning. No!
I had the audacity to call myself upset with God earlier. Like I was seriously questioning how He could let something sooooo bad happen to me. The person that’s there for & does for everybody. The one who treats people great & have literally given strangers my last. I just didn’t understand what I did to serve such misfortune.
Then something clicked & I realized that too many times to count He blessed me when I didn’t deserve. All too often I knowingly go against His will & still I’m blessed daily. I have a car to get me & everybody I love around with great blowing AC lol. A place to lay my head comfortably & safely. My whole fam is in good physical and mental health. I’m blessed. Truly. So yes, I lost $400 that I couldn’t afford to but I’m rich in many other ways
Snickers & wine are my best friends during hell week